this is real, this is me.

4 days passed, however, there are no calls from them.
i told myself, dont put hope on it anymore.
its useless thinking, hoping, wishing so much.
but... despite it, every morning, when i woke up,
i will always feel..
feeling weird not going school but still lying on the bed...
thinking will they call me?
maybe i should really give up hope now.
its hopeless, just plainly empty hopes.
wishing on an empty wish.

what have i been doing lately when i am having 'holidays'...
two words - pig life.
what i do are use com, play com games, blog-hopping, friendstering, eat, sleep, watch tv...
getting sick and tired of these daily routines...
boredom, its really boring everyday.

hais, been moodless nowadays due to not able to enter jj..
although smiles are on my face,
but sometimes... sometimes its not really true.

..................................
saying sorry may not make somethings all right,
or it may not cure the things you did wrongly..
however, sorry is a kind of courtesy...
which when you said,
although it does not cure, remend the things you had done wrong..
but, you said it, as a form of courtesy.
so, sorry is really an important word. :)

boredom is my life now... sadly to say.
who can entertain me? haha.

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

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