this is real, this is me.

Little things...

little things can stir up your emotions/feelings/atmosphere.
little things can make the people around you angry,
little things can make the people around you sad,
little things can make the people around you feel irriated,
little things can make the people around you feel frustrated,
little things can spoilt the happy atmosphere around you,
little things can make the people around you moodswings,
little things can make the people around you .........
all these can happen on big things too.
but, little things can make the people around you happy.
the little things you did, even your unintentional dumb-est acts,
can steal one's sadness away and make one smile.
this, dont need a big thing.
just a small, little thing is sufficient to make the people around you happy. :)
the smile you had on your face, can make people feel happy too. ><

random-ner is just being random. :P

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:48 PM

Backdated Post

as you can see the heading, this post is gonna be a backdated post,

supposed to be posted during the exams period,

but had no time as studying was in the progress.

went out to library to study as usual for every sunday with amantha;study buddy.

library, kobayashi, bussed down to kap, and go home.

same routine had kept us going for a few weeks. :)

took some pictures while studying.

study study study!

hmmmm....

she's studying huh. ><

study until you need to quest your thirst.

that you need to buy more drink, from big to small. o.O

and lastly,

ipod; music which accompanied me when studying.

music is the life. :)

alright, uploaded almost all pictures i took.

managed to have the time to change a new blogskin today. haha.

okayy, update soon. ;)

-random-ner-

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

12:01 AM

Behind the scars

if life, can be like the picture above, relax and no worries,

how many people in the world will be happy with their lives?

i think there will be lots.

who likes to have worries, troubles etc?

none. i think.

many worries, troubles are left unsaid.

partly is due to who can one say their troubles to?

to a friend whom you regard as good friend?

yes, they lend a listening ear to you,

but do they solve your problems?

no.

problems are created by ourselves,

and requires you to solve yourself.

___________________________________________-

exams are sort of over.

promote or what?

i am not sure.

and dont wish to think of it.

the more i think, my heart beats faster every moment. :X

somethings i just dont wish to say,

but keeping inside one's heart is equally painful and terrible.

many many many problems wish to say,

but saying = no use. :(

if given a chance, what will you do?

for me, i wish to turn back time.

have no idea either. o.o

penny of thoughts which is beyond the scars, left unsaid.

saw a 'phrase' from a picture found in the net.

quite meaningful i guess?

' old friends pass away, new friends appear,

it is just like the days,

an old day passes, a new day arrives.

The important thing is to make it meaningful.

A meaningful friend - or a meaningful day.

Or even a meaningful life! '

i dont know what to do, seriously. hais.

maybe time, will tell me. :(

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:17 PM

RANDOMS

certain things aint simple as you think.

walking home alone, lets you emo at times.

thinking of your troubles till,

you can even forget to stop at the traffic light and look out for cars.

yes, indeed, certain things aint simple as what many people think.

faking a smile, somtimes feels so terrible.

who knows when are you faking,

no one, no one knows.

even your closest friend.

looking at your blog, makes me feel very guilty and sad.

i told you this many many times.

and you would always tell me,

its okay. promos first.

but, there is always this barrier that i cant overcome it.

i cant possibly bear to see you doing all the things.

you did a lot a lot of things for me.

little things you did, really touched me a lot.

many people said,

opposite attracts, but we arent.

we have a lot of similarities that time allows us to realise it.

but, as times goes on,

i realised i cant afford the time for you.

i told you, however, you said its okay once again.

you said, i understood.

i appreciated it a lot.

but this cant go on like this.

i tried to repay back to you,

but somethings just cant.

i hope i can. :(

you are a very nice, understanding, caring person i ever known.

thanks for being there when i needed.

never regret knowing you.

hoping the security you gave me, never fades at all.

forcing a smile, good or bad?

do you ever know, when am i faking smile?

really, faking a smile can be bad at times.

throwing all your troubles behind your mind dont bring any goods.

to earn a smile for yourself, is to earn a smile from others first.

giving time to your friends or whoever, is the greatest gift you can give to people,

coz, once you give your time,
you can never get it back.

to amantha:

thanks for being a nice, good friend.

appreciated the things you done for me last night.

no one did stuffs like this for me before. :)

friends forever. :D

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:54 PM