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Saturday, February 28, 2009


sometimes, a hectic life,
deserves a break.
everyone is busy fulfilling their commitments,
doing their work,
burying their heads towards their work.
however, they often forgot that they need a break.
B R E A K?
does this word come into your dictionary?
sometimes, we wish to have a break,
but time disallows us.
the steps are tiring, heavy, stressful.
and sometimes,
we really just need a break.
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having to let go something that you wished you dont.
having to drift away from something you wished you dont.
having to get hurt by something you wished you dont.
having to bother, think of something you wished you dont.
having to accept the fact that things are changing, that you wished it didnt.
this feelings,
sucks or not sucks?
it sucks.
i dont wanna fight no more.
i am tired.
wished things arent changing.
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12:33 AM

Sunday, February 22, 2009
the rope;knot is losing its secure.
the rope is drifting.
insecurity.
speechless.
sighs.
expect the unexpected.
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11:31 PM

Saturday, February 21, 2009
Complicated
life as it is, complicated.
complicated versus simplicity.
would you rather want your life to be complicated or simple?
complicated; more happenings, more fun.
simple; less troubles, however boring.
why certain things are seen as simple, but yet is not?
a question to ponder.
why people can bring it up easily,
but when it comes to letting it go,
its always that hard, difficult and hurting?
people usually say,
if you can bring it up, you can let it go.
but how easy is that to say,
and how easy is it to do it?
its obviously very difficult to do it.
complicated life,
simple yet complex questions.
common tests are coming in like 5 weeks time.
and i had prepared none.
its seriously a no play play situation.
these tests are to tell you where you stand.
sighs. sighs. sighs.
if only, if only, if only...
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12:29 AM

Sunday, February 15, 2009
The Future is not a Dream
the road seems like a dream path,
with no lights, no nothing.
it just seems so dark with no signs.
no leading way, no directions.
no idea where to head, no idea where am i heading.
its time to wake up from the dream path.
its time to decide where to head to.
its time to fix the direction.
its time to shine the light.
its time to brighten up the dark road;path.
its time to lead the path.
its time to be determine.
its time to stop dreaming.
because,
the future is not a dream.
but, can i?
doubtful.
words that cant be expressed...
sighs.
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7:35 PM

Amazing;interesting trains.
have you ever seen this type of trains?
its from japan and meant for kids.
the interior designs are oh my wonder gosh.
its well furnished and well designed.
it brings a sense of luxury..
there's even a strawberry train with a kitchen inside.
its just too amazing.
its worthwhile to hop onto a train like this.
both trains even contained hundreds of toys inside to cater to the kids.
interesting isnt it?
its only in japan.
take a look at the interiors.

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7:20 PM

Sunday, February 08, 2009
when out of the whole picture,
what you see its only the small little portion.
when you are only given one minute,
when you are only given one wish,
which portion of the picture would you like to see?
and when out of the whole picture,
only one portion is perfect...
she just wishes she can have more time in a day.
she wishes whatever she wished come true.
she really misses you a lot. :(
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12:09 PM

Sunday, February 01, 2009
The Game is Over.
had two days of chingay cip on friday and yesterday.
was a great experience i must say.
never had this experience before in my 17 years of life.
it was darn fun.
but, fun moments always have to stop.
perhaps, this is to tell us, the game is over.
we got to be serious now.
had all review tests.
hist was really oh my gosh.
naming out all those people; its just too a m a z i n g.
its like rather blurry to me.
chemistry was alright, but, still, need to buck up.
organic and more organic.
luckily, we are dealing with the last organic topic.
lessons are going darn fast.
you can't even bear to miss one lesson now. or maybe to me?
how i wish, we are still j1s.
at least there aren't so much stress.
j1s will be coming in tml.
guess the school will be crowded again,
with many different uniforms, faces.
well, its another week to go.
so, long for now! (:
running circles in my head...
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10:50 AM

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