this is real, this is me.

today marks the last day of the school term ONE.

yes, i capitalised the word 'one'.

its just term one.

there're three more to go. and i know it will pass very fast.

since young, i have always yearn for holidays.

as for now, i no longer yearn anymore.

basically its because now,

during holidays, we have to study for the exams after holidays.

one paper is down. 4 more to go. boo!

gp is a scary subject.

if you fail, you have to meet the principal.

anyways, its over. hopefully i can pass. i emphasise on the word,

h o p e f u l l y. :(

if you were to ask me to rank the most fear subject,

physics will obviously be the subject.

i just dont understand how to do physics.

thinking that just knowing formulas, you can solve all problems,

but that is absolutely not applicable for such a noob physic student like me.

how sad is that. sighs.

and next, is the most dread subject.

guess what?

history.

i dread the subject the most.

its totally uninteresting to me.

and i still dont understand why we have to learn history.

luckily, its the first day and first exam.
holiday will be very packed with studies.

hence, now you know why,

holidays are not the thing i yearned and want now.

sad life.

anyways, all the best to all!

-random-ner-

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:33 PM

The Game is Over.

had two days of chingay cip on friday and yesterday.

was a great experience i must say.

never had this experience before in my 17 years of life.

it was darn fun.

but, fun moments always have to stop.

perhaps, this is to tell us, the game is over.

we got to be serious now.

had all review tests.

hist was really oh my gosh.

naming out all those people; its just too a m a z i n g.

its like rather blurry to me.

chemistry was alright, but, still, need to buck up.

organic and more organic.

luckily, we are dealing with the last organic topic.

lessons are going darn fast.

you can't even bear to miss one lesson now. or maybe to me?

how i wish, we are still j1s.

at least there aren't so much stress.

j1s will be coming in tml.

guess the school will be crowded again,

with many different uniforms, faces.

well, its another week to go.

so, long for now! (:

running circles in my head...

-random-ner-

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:50 AM

Let the memories live again.

will memories be like a music disc?

playing the music whenever you feel like.

playing back the memories whenever you feel like.

if only, it can do so.

we came across many unfamiliar faces,

turned into friends/close friends,

created many memories,

and one day, we have to bid goodbye, going separate ways.

how sad is that?

and looking back at it,

we wished we could actually let the memories live again,

play the memories one more time.

however, things are just fixed.

time will only pass one time.

it will never ever go back.

what we got for ourselves are just m e m o r i e s.

wonderful, beautiful, unforgettable memories.

realising things that we wished we didnt...

_______________________________________

another hectic week is down.

long weekend is coming like very very soon.

cny is just around the corner. like 2 more days?

and i dont feel any festive mood.

probably its just too early this year.

all H2s tests are down.

what left is just history.

reading history to me is just like oh my wonder gosh.

i seriously have no idea how to make myself feel interested in it.

maybe suddenly i will have it?

hahaha. which is impossible.

anyways,

happy chinese new year to all. (:

-random-ner-

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:31 PM

school had started.

wont be updating so often.

days had been much more busier and hectic.

the time table is full of tutorials.

topics are taught very quickly.

just one glance, its taught.

tests are coming up next week.

no idea if i will do well.

hopefully.

just hope; i could only say.

i need to s t u d y.

i need to change.

i need to focus.

i need to concentrate.

i need to stop playing.

i need to C H A N G E.

right?

right.

-random-ner-

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:02 PM