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Monday, November 17, 2008

have you ever felt so bored, that you have no one to look to?

have you ever felt so bored that you looked through your contact list,
calling every single one you could call,
and that when you called,
they told you they were busy,
and that they have no time to 'entertain' you?

have you ever felt so bored that you look at the computer like every single day,
and that you have completely no idea what to do to it?

have you ever felt so bored that you lied on the bed,
thinking how lonely and bored you are?
and that your tears just come out itself?

have you ever felt so bored that you have no one to talk to?

have you ever felt so bored that you switched on your tv,
whereby you have not watch tv for ages,
and that now you were so bored that you watch,
trying to entertain yourself,
and let yourself stop thinking how bored you actually are?

have you ever felt so bored that you purposely wake up late in the morning,
so that you dont have to think what to do,
to let you feel not bored?

have you ever felt so bored that you completely have nothing to do?

have you ever felt so bored for like everyday?
getting sick and tired of your everyday life?

have you ever felt so bored that every night,
you wait for people to online,
so that you can chat with them,
so that you dont feel bored anymore?

have you ever felt so bored that you constantly look at the clock,
wishing it would turn faster,
and turn to the night time?
because that is the time you are going to hit the sack,
and finally rest your mind,
and finally dont give a damn shit whether you are bored?
and that finally you had passed another boring day of yours?

have you ever felt so bored that how you wish you aint bored,
and that you were damn busy?

have you ever felt so bored that you wish there were friends beside you,
filling up your boredom,
but there arent?

hais.


i am breathing with difficulty now. :(


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