this is real, this is me.

AH!!! another week is starting again...
which means tml i will be ending at 6pm.
which means i have to attend the tough pe session AGAIN.
hais. why do we need such a tough physical training for pe?
we are just only going for naffa nia. :((
later you will see i only have muscles and no fats hahaha.
but that is fat hope. :)
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went back to sec sch on fri with crys, hy and joel,
to take cert and see teachers.
i went back twice :)
and we are able to enter the staff room. haha cool.
that's the difference when you are graduated.
everyone is like looking at you. hahaha.

stresssssssss..... :(

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3:36 PM

Its a shag day~~~

today i had pe. and the pe was a killer. some sort to me. :P

we have to run the first two rounds in 2 mins time for each.

and the next two rounds 2.15 mins per round.

i am excused from the last round.

but in total, we ran 5 rounds. but for me... 4 rounds. :D

it was totally shag. legs were tired.

imagine running a round for 2min its like.. sprinting. dashing.

like you gonna die. haha. okay i guess i am exgerrating it. :X

and.. i attended my first cca day today.

but interacting with the kids are so much... hmm. a different experience i should say.

teaching them the small little activities that my group had came up with.

folding a flying heart. o.o

some pictures to show... haha.

otherwise my blog is always gonna be words.

i thought this little water bottle was cute. =)

i got it for free in school today. haha.

finally, bought a new pencil case. haha. actually my buddy lists is not at all full.

it has no limits. almost everyday, we are making friends. :)

just find this interesting.

okay, the image has some prob. i dont know why there are so many white dots over the pencil case. the background is black.

what i have been doing almost everyday when i reached home. :(

and look at that, cold war. history... :(( i cant even understand it.

some i should say. :)

and there... my time table.

and as you can see.. monday is my latest day.

so now, i dont quite like monday. HAHA.

before i end, i want to show a small little video on some creativity of hands.

its really fantastic.

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7:54 PM

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bored? try this.. haha.

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1:35 PM

Not to decide is to decide

we, humans, always have to make decisions, be it for our life or whatsoever.
decisions are so important that once you made the wrong decisions,
there is hardly any chance to re-mend it. or maybe there is.
however, some people are so just that they do not like to make decisions.
decisions hold a risk in it. :P
sometimes, we, ourselves don't even know whether the decision we made,
is the right choice/decision for us...
for example, i made the decision to go JC instead of poly.
is this the right choice for me?
beats me. coz i really ain't sure about it too either.
will it be stressful for me?
all these thoughts were haunting me during the time when i need to make a decision.
but, after all, a decision has to be made.
and once we made a decision, be it wrong or correct, be it harmful or.....
we still have to commit to the decision we have made.
we have to work for our decision.
for, it is the decision we made.
everyone holds a decision...
some people may just make a decision coz they were forced to make,
and did not think about the consequences if this decision is made.

so not to decide is to decide.
precisely it is.
if you don't make a decision now,
sometime later, you would have to too. :)
as for me, i usually don't like to make decisions.
i am afraid that the decision i made would not be good,
and only bring me more troubles.
however, i know i have to. o.o

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8:07 PM

the past did not pass...
the past are memories that is still kept in your mind.
sometimes, the memories, the past...
only have two feelings for us.. which are happy or sad.
sad, coz you cant go back to the past
sad, coz you wish the past can be the present.
sad, coz the past is sad.
there are many reasons why we feel sad.
however, we also will feel happy when memories just came by...
happy, coz at least you are given the chance to walk, to keep the happy memories.
happy, coz.... there are just too many reasons to feel happy or sad.
there is always reason behind everything.. :)
sometimes.... sometimes...
there are too many sometimes..
arh.. that is just random~.
i am random-ner nia. ya? HAHA.
.....................................
sian~
hist is driving me crazy...
the question is so damn difficult.
PW is also ... kinda of.. hmm. haha.
have to start doing draft and etc.
hope to score well in it. :]

:(
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12:44 AM

back to blogging after a long time.
not quite long though.
okay, shall start from the days i did not blog.
...........................
sunday
went to watch movie with veron and hui teng.
watched 10000 BC. i found the movie quite nice...
we were slightly late. haha. but in the middle of the movie,
there was a family who just got in. they were much later than us huh?
haha.
back home around 9 plus? then get ready to be back to school. :(
.......................
monday
hmm, i shall say monday is such a long day.
so tiring. imagine yourself ending at 6pm.
which is that you start your day early in the morning at 8am.
esp, the last lesson was pe.
but, luckily, we only did measurement on height and weight. no running. :D
and we were dismissed early too. HAHA. but that was only for that day...
..................
tuesday
tuesday was a short day. 1.30pm i was dismissed.
but... i dont know who is the one appoint the phototaking of my class to be at 3pm.
which caused me to come back to school again just for that.
oh well, its over. nvm.
tuesday is the shortest day in my timetable!! haha. i love tuesday~~
..............
wednesday- TODAY
today was quite fine...
we only attended a few lessons.
had pe today, and was required to do some incline pull up and 2.4km run.
something to mention here, the incline pull up was much different from sec times,
no one will be pressing your feet or whatever, and this is so not good...
it makes you rather more difficult to lift your chin and body up as your feet kept sliding off...
and so, i gave up at the 8th times...
my hand wasn't feeling tired at all, its coz of the feet.. kept sliding off.. :P
2.4km run - it was so tiring. have not been running for quite some time.
i forced myself to run.. the first 4 rounds of timing was good, but at the 5th round,
i started walking. haha. my legs were tired. cant keep myself running further. o.o
hence, it delayed my time... nvm. its just a trial.

bought the hist notes today... and it was so thick.
okay, not as thick as the geog notes :/ haha.
i tried reading lecture one notes today... but somehow, some of it cant be understood.
i used memorisation for hist okay. so ya. :))
stress stress stress...
now everytime go home, must study. HAHA.
probably that is normal for all JC student.

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6:54 PM

yesterday, went out to dine with hui teng they all. haha.
the food at the restaurant which was situated at raffles city/place was awesome.
we were each given a card which has limit up to 100 bucks.
you can order anything you want and after finish eating,
you then proceed to the cashier to make the payment.
the food there is really... delicious.
urge you to bring sufficient amount of money in order to eat all the dishes you want.
it is a japanese restuarant. kinda of market place.
the place is really damn big too. :D
after filling up our hungry stomach, we then went to walk around the place..
left to marina square to walk.
slack around and around 9 we board the train back home.
although its kinda of boring, slacking, but its still a happy one though.
when will be the next meeting? haha. o.o
rmb the deal ya? choc~
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notes in front of me, but i just have no mood to read it. haha.
holiday is ending. and its real soon.
the following day, its back to school again.
sian sian sian.
bored bored bored.
i really dont wish the holiday to end so soon :(
as for holidays, looking forward to may-june holidays!
and that will the time we JC students can have a long break,
while the poly students have a shorter break as compared to us. :)
but after all, everyone is having holidays~
i want to go aus~~~
dont want china~ :X

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12:51 PM

"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. TM

Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.

Just Walk beside me and be my friend."

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today is quite a sunny day,

finally its not raining... :)

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12:44 PM

school holiday is ending soon. hais.
sad to say, have to get back to school once again.
arghzz, then the first day of school, i will only be back at 6pm. :(
currently trying to figure out sequences and series.
that is what ppl call AP.GP.
i just cant get the hack, basic into my head.
fine, nvm. giving up on that.
no answers given at all. and i had not been taught for this chap too.
so... i will turn to hist.
anyway, really have no mood to study at all.
just wish to enjoy the remaining holidays before going to school next week.
phy is drowning me.... its diff to understand.
chem better. :D
...................................
these few days, kept raining.
and it rain like the whole day.
hope it continue to rain till monday...
so i dont need to do any PE on monday hahahaha.
what a good idea. :p

yay, you finally said me smart. haha.

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12:40 PM

the one above is i drew using paint. haha. nice?
yesterday night, i was so bored that i went to draw this.
you may not see it very clearly in here as i stretched it. :p
march holidays... is mugging time.
tutorials, notes all piled over my head.
haha. but, i dont feel like reading it. lol.
in the meantime, lets enjoy the holidays.

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12:29 PM

going school today is kinda of boring...
as i attended school today for only one lesson (GP).
of course in the morning there was CT - civics tutorial,
that was when i know more about my classmates.
and that reminds me of my pae class - 08S20.
they are so bonding and unite.
hope they will have an outing soon? :)
my present class (08S15) was much okay...
they are friendly, sociable. not that dull as what i thought on the first day when we were gathering as a class.
they even went recess together.
however due to the no seats reason, i joined back hui teng, vanessa, joel and his friend.
while we were doing some mugging?, haha. hui teng suddenly came up with an idea that why not we go back to our sec school and visit the teachers?
hmmm, it was quite a good idea though.
went to visit almost all the teachers who taught us.
the familiar place, familiar faces... haha. misses.
we stayed there for quite some time.
took some photos as for memories.
a lot of teachers left and was replaced with lots of new teachers.(new faces)
....................................
receiving my horrible time table really gave me a shock.
monday ending at 6pm. its 6pm.
everything squeeze in one day. was really very pack. only 2 breaks.
but the rest of the days was still okay.. not that late.
enjoy my that short little one week of march holi, before moving on to term 2 which i guess,
will be a busy and tiring term. :p
recharge some energy is much needed. haha. :)
heard that PJ A levels results was not that bad.
10 people obtained all As for their 4H2s.
there was one person who obtain all As for his 4H2 and including GP. that was so damn good.
how i wish it was me. haha. *dreaming*
and 11 people obtained all As for their 3H2s and one H1.
think it should be correct... if the info are wrong, sorry. haha.
i think that was quite good. after all, we are not the top JCs in singapore. so cant compete with them. :)

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11:12 PM

Meaningful stories indeed.

this is gonna be a long post as i am sharing some meaningful stories that are true in our life. :)
first, is about the monk and the pretty lady.

Once upon a time, a big monk and a little monk were travelling together. They came to the bank of a river and found the bridge was damaged. They had to wade across the river.There was a pretty lady who was stuck at the damaged bridge and couldn't cross the river. The big monk offered to carry the pretty lady across the river on his back. The lady accepted. The little monk was shocked by the move of the big monk."How can big disciple brother carry a lady when we are supposed to avoid all intimacy with females?" thought the little monk. But he kept quiet. The big monk carried the lady across the river and the small monk followed unhappily. When they crossed the river, the big monk let the lady down and they parted ways with her.

All along the way for several miles, the little monk was very unhappy with the act of the big monk. He was making up all kinds of accusations about the big monk in his head. This got him madder and madder. But he still kept quiet. And the big monk had no inclination to explain his situation. Finally, at a rest point many hours later, the little monk could not stand it any further, he burst out angrily at the big monk. "How can you claim yourself a devout monk, when you seize the first opportunity to touch a female, especially when she is very pretty? All your teachings to me make you a big hypocrite."The big monk looked surprised and said, "I had put down the pretty lady at the river bank many hours ago, how come you are still carrying her along?"

This very old Chinese zen story reflects the thinking of many people today. We encounter many unpleasant things in our life, they irritate us and they make us angry. Sometimes, they cause us a lot of hurt, sometimes they cause us to be bitter or jealous. But like the little monk, we are not willing to let them go away. We keep on carrying the baggage of the "pretty lady" with us. We let them keep on coming back to hurt us, make us angry, make us bitter and cause us a lot of agony. Why? Simply because we are not willing to put down or let go of the baggage of the "pretty lady". We should let go of the pretty lady immediately after crossing the river, immediately after the unpleasant event is over. This will immediately remove all our agonies. There is no need to be further hurt by the unpleasant event after it is over. It is just that simple.

own views: sometimes, we really cant put down things easily as what this passage says. however, when its time to let go, we have to. forcing does not bring happiness yeah. haha.

next, is about the donkey.

One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway, it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They each grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then,to everyone's amazement, he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer looked down the well, and was astonished at what he saw. As every shovel of dirt hit his back, the donkey did something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed, as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and trotted off.

The Moral: Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a stepping stone. We can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up! Shake it off and take a step up! Remember the five simple rules to be happy:
1. Free your heart from hatred.
2. Free your mind from worries.
3. Live simply.
4. Give more.
5. Expect less.

own views: if we can do that, the people in the whole world will be living in a pleasantly, happily life. however, the fact is, most of the people couldn't do this. just like me :) or maybe i can a little. haha.
one smile/laughter a day, keeps the sadness away. ;p

dont be sad, dont be dull.
just smile and walk your day throughout.
smile and walk ahead.

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5:04 PM