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this is real, this is me
Saturday, January 31, 2009
she felt disappointed.
utterly disappointed.
it is so disappointing.
wished she was not feeling this.
wished she could take back what she heard.
wished she could take it as nothing had happened.
wished she was not feeling hurtful.
everything is changing.
changing very slowly.
do you know?
i doubt so.
thanks for it.
nice one.
indeed a great answer.
what are close friends for when you need them and yet they arent there?
sighs.
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12:05 PM

Friday, January 23, 2009
Let the memories live again.
will memories be like a music disc?
playing the music whenever you feel like.
playing back the memories whenever you feel like.
if only, it can do so.
we came across many unfamiliar faces,
turned into friends/close friends,
created many memories,
and one day, we have to bid goodbye, going separate ways.
how sad is that?
and looking back at it,
we wished we could actually let the memories live again,
play the memories one more time.
however, things are just fixed.
time will only pass one time.
it will never ever go back.
what we got for ourselves are just m e m o r i e s.
wonderful, beautiful, unforgettable memories.
realising things that we wished we didnt...
_______________________________________
another hectic week is down.
long weekend is coming like very very soon.
cny is just around the corner. like 2 more days?
and i dont feel any festive mood.
probably its just too early this year.
all H2s tests are down.
what left is just history.
reading history to me is just like oh my wonder gosh.
i seriously have no idea how to make myself feel interested in it.
maybe suddenly i will have it?
hahaha. which is impossible.
anyways,
happy chinese new year to all. (:
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11:31 PM

Friday, January 16, 2009
school had started.
wont be updating so often.
days had been much more busier and hectic.
the time table is full of tutorials.
topics are taught very quickly.
just one glance, its taught.
tests are coming up next week.
no idea if i will do well.
hopefully.
just hope; i could only say.
i need to s t u d y.
i need to change.
i need to focus.
i need to concentrate.
i need to stop playing.
i need to C H A N G E.
right?
right.
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11:02 PM

Thursday, January 08, 2009
Define the meaning...define the meaning of relaxed.
define the meaning of free-ed.
define the meaning of fun.
define the meaning of happiness.
define the meaning of everything.
i guessed it's hard to define the meanings now.
day by day, we grew older.
much older perhaps. turning 18 this year aint fun.
maybe it is. people will tend to say, you can go clubbing.
but looking at another point of view,
you are soon going to decide everything on your own.
you can't do childish things as much as you were young back in those days.
as you are growing older,
have you ever been as relax, as free, as joyful, as compared to those days when you were only pri or secondary?
maybe you did. but its not as much as anymore.
your workload gets heavier,
your stress is up to the max.
you have to decide your own future route.
where is the fun?
beats me.
but, with your friends around,
fun is everything. :)
a few more days to school reopen.
i am so so dreading it.
with those review tests welcoming us,
who would want to go back?
but i know, i know.
its a MUST.
that's what we students, have to face it. :)

at least i know i exist...
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10:16 PM

Sunday, January 04, 2009
A brand new year!

another year had gone; a new year begun.
what will the new year be like?
as interesting, memorable, fascinating as last year?
as fruitful, prosperous as last year?
everything is undetermined.
everything has to depend.
this year will be a tough and tiring one i guessed,
with the As at the end of the year,
with the many mocks and tests to determine whether are you certified to take As.
but other than this,
there will be definitely some fun moments made.
wells, lets hope this year will be full of colours,
just like the fireworks above. (:

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