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Sunday, March 29, 2009
have you ever ran for a bus.
and when you managed to reach the entrance,
the door was closed,
just because its too late?
have you ever been given an opportunity,
and you missed it, just because its too late?
we people usually like to wait,
and wait,
and wait,
till something is gone,
till someone told you, 'its too late',
then we will start to wake up and treasure the things around us.
we always complain life is unfair,
why we are considered late when its just one minute late.
why people come and go, etc.
life is unfair. no one says its ever fair.
when things happen,
there's always an echo at your ear,
echoing to you these 3 words, 'its too late'.
when everything is just too late,
we blamed,
we asked why,
we panicked,
we regret.
but, why is it till its all too late,
then we start to feel all these,
and not treasure/cherish in the first place?
this theory can only be understood, when you fully experienced it.
dont ever wait till its too late, then you start everything.
because, its too late.
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9:37 PM

Friday, March 27, 2009
look at the word 'believe'.
what does it exactly means?
people tend to say,
when you believe in it, you will sure achieve it.
how true is that?
its always easier said than done.
after countless of failures,
do you still believe in success?
we usually tell ourselves,
just believe in it, and no worries.
but things are not always the way you think, thought, expected.
and if you look in another perspective,
the word 'believe' actually means trust too.
have you ever believe in someone fully?
did you ever stop believing your closest/best friends due to some misunderstandings?
and maybe due to the not believing in your friends,
you may lose a friend.
the word 'believe',
how important is that in our lives?
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10:31 PM

Friday, March 13, 2009
indeed, everything is changing so fast.
why is everything changing?
and when there's a problem existing,
people usually kept silent.
yeaps, silent is the word.
silent;silence.
keeping silent disallows one to know where the problem lies.
no one knows, except you.
silence lets the problem kept in tight and it wont solve anything.
it only makes matter worse.
people usually run and hide.
how long can one run?
how long can one hide?
we usually tend to run away from problems.
we chose not to think about it.
when things are changing, we chose not to bother.
just because we know we will get hurt.
the word 'changed',
its so hard to be said or expressed.
why do things change?
and why do somethings not change?
it just depends how strong you can maintain.
and as the saying goes, it takes two hands to clap.
not all things depend on solely oneself.
its never the same anymore.
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10:50 PM

today marks the last day of the school term ONE.
yes, i capitalised the word 'one'.
its just term one.
there're three more to go. and i know it will pass very fast.
since young, i have always yearn for holidays.
as for now, i no longer yearn anymore.
basically its because now,
during holidays, we have to study for the exams after holidays.
one paper is down. 4 more to go. boo!
gp is a scary subject.
if you fail, you have to meet the principal.
anyways, its over. hopefully i can pass. i emphasise on the word,
h o p e f u l l y. :(
if you were to ask me to rank the most fear subject,
physics will obviously be the subject.
i just dont understand how to do physics.
thinking that just knowing formulas, you can solve all problems,
but that is absolutely not applicable for such a noob physic student like me.
how sad is that. sighs.
and next, is the most dread subject.
guess what?
history.
i dread the subject the most.
its totally uninteresting to me.
and i still dont understand why we have to learn history.
luckily, its the first day and first exam.
holiday will be very packed with studies.
hence, now you know why,
holidays are not the thing i yearned and want now.
sad life.
anyways, all the best to all!
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10:33 PM

Saturday, March 07, 2009
why promise when the promise you made are meant to be broken?
why wish, ponder, think and hope when its all fated?
why dream when you know your dreams are all shattered?
why remember when everyone had already forgotten?
why still linger on it when everyone had already let go?
why still care when you know its worthless?
why still worry when you know its useless?
why hurt yourself when you know its hurtful?
why force yourself to do something you wish you arent doing?
why act when you know its so tiring?
why?
the list goes on.
why?
its really time to work hard.
got to wake up from the dream i had always been.
but how?
really hope it didnt change at all.
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12:51 PM

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